I finished the last tutorial feeling confident that I could carry this through but within a few days, I lost my way again. It is so frustrating that I keep seeing flashes in my minds eye, but nothing clear or true seems to present itself.
The only narrative device that seems want to express itself is one of cause and effect but I can’t help feeling this is not enough. But the more I prevaricate and tread water, the harder resolving this dilemma becomes.
